goodbye,

so this is my goodbye post.

and right now its 7:57 and i woke up early because thinking about everything, i couldn’t sleep and i’m going to start deleting everyone and everything that reminds me of irvine.
i feel terrible for not doing this earlier, and it seems so anticlimatic to do it now, but i realize that i have to. i can’t keep looking back home if i want to move forward. i can’t keep holding on to the past when you guys are in the process of carrying on. you guys deserve better. don’t hold on to someone who is a terrible friend, being 50 miles away, and can’t talk to you everyday, be there for you when you need it the most.

you deserve better.

but it’s been so amazing knowing all of you guys and i won’t be able to forget. i can honestly say i enjoyed every minute of it, even when we argued, raged at each other, or wouldn’t talk to each other. i wish i could have stayed longer to create more memories, but the ones i do have are enough.

remember that all of you are beautiful. beautiful individuals. don’t let society get to you. don’t become like all of those other people. don’t change. stay gold.

whatever high school you do go to, i’m sure that you will have many friends and enjoy your extracurriculars and have a grand time(: stay together if you can, but if fate decides otherwise, remember each other. they will be the best years of your life, with or without me.

i will never forget you. i swear.

and thanks. for everything. it was beautiful.

i love you guys.

always,

-jamie kimmm.

does anyone miss me anymore?

does anybody care?

it’s aiighhhttt. i can take being forever alone.

thanks for the 1 1/2 years at venadododdodo, i won’t forget.

always,

jamie kiiiimmm.

SO TODAY I MANAGED TO SPRAIN MY ANKLE.

well actually, yesterday.

we ran the mile but i tripped and fell into a ditch and my leg started spazzing and i couldn’t stand up. and everyone was just like omq are you allright?

so in the first two weeks of moving here, i successfully injured myself. my sister sprained her ankle on the first day of school too LOLOL. irony.

i should really stop being so clumsy.. .__.

two nights ago was probably one of the darkest nights of my life.

screaming, crying, breaking down. the throbbing pain in my head, everything turning numb.

but understanding my psychology.

seeing for the briefest instant, who i am.

determined to change.

i’m going to change my attitude.

i’m not going to waste what little time i have in this life hating everything. because life is short (and so is your penis). if you hate life, life will hate you back. your life won’t get any better if you’re just sitting there pissed off at life for forever. which was what i’ve been doing.

life is beautiful. i just have to see it in everything.

JAYEEMA

the way my mom says your name(: haha
jamiee„ check your email mkay? i sent you a passionate love letter HEHEHE(:
ohh mann, jamie, i miss your little cutee akward penguin walks andd skipping all around vms, holding hands<3

how’s my cutie doing at her new school? and even if you feel terrible, keep going strong, for GOD(: your such an encouragementt hehe. FIGHTINGG(: by the way; i bet all the guys are soo stunned by youu. there were just like O.O since you walked in(; hehe. 잘 지내고있지? 

ohmygosh; on gmail, i saw your status for a split second, and i thought you were really in Irvine, and i got SO EXCITED and i was like WOOTWOOT!!, butt; turns out you aren’t. :P hehe love you so much <3

사랑해, my baby(:

- best friend forever #23 HAHA jenny<3

I’M DYING WITHOUT YOU GUYS.

not seeing you everyday, or talking to you, or even knowing how you’re doing is killing me.

but i don’t want to be annoying and try to force myself back into your lives, even though i’m living all the way in the desert. D:

but enough about how much i hate everything,

how are you guys? i miss you..